i was talking to Ham and then i told him i had to go and get to bed. but really i just wanted to get rid of him! *lol* hee hee... just kiddin'... i remembered after i logged off that i have to take some medicine in about an hour anyway so i might as well freaking stay up! logged back on to icq, but i see he's left again. oh well he talks far too much anyway *g* wayyyyyy more than i can! hahaha! all i can say is that people from India are insane or something. well ok... maybe it's just him. :)

watch this hour go by slow for me. i don't have any real plans as usual for the day. and i'm sure i will be super tired. i need to stop taking naps at like 11 pm to 1 am cause that just makes it all the harder to get to sleep when i need to. i really need to go to the store and get some things to finish re-doing my bathroom all bright and tye-dyed. gonna need sunglasses to use the john! ha ha! i have a bit of an eclectic sense of style. you will leave that bright-ass bathroom and walk into my living room where the furniture is all floral and pretty and the curtains are seafoam green gauze. i don't stick to any one sort of decorating plan. i don't even hang things on the walls cause the nomad in me always wants to move and i figure why bother? it's like making your bed. why bother? you are only gonna crawl into again anyway and mess it up. i'm messy. cd stacks are everywhere here in my office (i know i know cody! *lol*) and mail... gosh all the paid bills are just stuffed here next to my computer.. old magazines... why don't i just throw them away??? wellllll cause this is MY room and i like it this way! but seriously i need to clean it before company comes. haha... or keep the door shut. or just never go in here when my sister's here and that's not happening cause my computer is in here and i must blog!

can't stop listening to music... it feeds me.

"can’t remember why we fell apart
from something that was so meant to be, yeah
forever was the promise in our hearts,
now, more and more i wonder where you are

do i ever cross your mind, anytime
do you ever wake up reaching out for me
do i ever cross your mind, anytime
i miss you"

~brian mcknight - anytime

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