im so stupid!! guess what i did? i had all this old mail piling up... like a million credit card offers and just shit mail. i haven't cleaned my house in a month! *LOL* but anyway i stacked them all on top of the old newspapers after giving them a cursory glance to make sure they were junk.

anyway... for some reason i decided to go thru them again one by one and tear them in half and pitch them out. holy hell! but i found my Matchbox 20 tickets!!!! i didnt even know i had them. must have been for days too. freaked me out that i almost threw them away!!! i have almost thrown out tickets another time cause of the generic envelope they come in and the return address says PHONE SERVICES and i always think it's some junky 10-10 number ad or something. i know why they don't put Ticketmaster on there... cause someone might steal them but damn! i thought they were still coming to me, cause i got an email from them the other day saying, 'we are printing your Matchbox 20 tickets'. had no idea i already got them! Brian sure gave me a look. *LOL*

soooo as i was saying, i was doing some much needed house cleaning. my sister is coming to visit on the 6th of july so i need to get prepared. i'm a slob. i wish i was a neat freak. i am a packrat and i keep every damn thing. it's a curse i tell you. Brian spent time outside mowing the lawn and using the weedeater and it looks darn purdy out there right now with some of my roses blooming. wish they all were and i'm really hoping they are blooming good by the time my sister gets here. oh yeah aundrea... i have two YELLOW roses... :) i will take pics or something for ya when they open up better.

i'm in a lil better mood today than i was yesterday. well so far anyway... *glances up*

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