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Friday, June 01, 2001

this turned out to be a really shitty day. and that's why i have this blog so i can bitch about it if i want to. i think i have PMS and i forgot to say rabbit, rabbit, rabbit when i woke up this morning (this being the first day of the month) and so now i guess there will be no good luck for me this month. par for the course. i'm quite used to it. and why the hell do i bother putting nail polish on my nails if i'm only going to peel it off the next day?

my friend jennifer called me with really bad/sad news for her. :-( and i wish i could help but really i'm not sure how. other than to be there for her if she needs me. i have been waiting for days for the Dr's office to call me back and tell me where the heck my $340 refund is that i have been waiting on for 3 months. NOW they tell me that i owed them money and so maybe i will get $60 back of that. i'm sure i do owe them money somewhere but it sucks that they misquoted me the cost of something to begin with. and then have the nerve to tell me they never said the first price to me. idiots. and then i wait also for 3 hours for a nurse to call me back about some blood test results i had on tuesday. the nurse who took my blood said it would take 2 days for results. i waited 3 before bugging them, only for this nurse to tell me today that it takes 7-10 days for those results. excuse me? i'm not deaf! why do these people keep changing their tune? now i have no idea what i'm gonna do next or even if i can afford to keep going on this infertility venture i'm on. it could mean each month will cost us $1000 out of our pockets. which we just don't have lying around. ALL OF THIS CRAP SUCKS! and i'm so depressed and upset and pissed off right now and i wish it would stop fucking raining already! dammit! (ok i'm done for now) :-*(