i don't know how i feel today in general. much the same as i did yesterday i suppose. it's been a boring day here. i didn't sleep good last night at all so i caught a nap this afternoon. i have really bad cramps today (sorry to any guys who might read this, i'm sure you really want to know that)... took some meds, might have to drag out the more powerful stuff. i feel weepy too. i wish i could get out of here but then i don't much feel like it either. it's cool out. not hot at all. so that's kinda nice, and it's breezy. i can see the trees moving good through my mini-blinds. i hope this week goes better. it's been a shitty weekend.