i'm sick of having boring days. i want some excitement in my life. damn i need to make some changes! i want to be single again. and to do whatever the hell i freakin' please. (not that i'm mad at hubby or anything) i just want to be alone and free and young again and all that crap. i want to know a million interesting people and go to parties and drive across the US and take pictures of anything and everything and i want to drive 1393 miles down south to visit someone special. i want to go out to Mesa Arizona and get aundrea and then for us to go on a wild road trip somewhere being bad and flirting with every man and woman in site just for the sheer fun of it. and then i want to fly to Germany cause i miss shelli and i just want to hang out and go castle hopping and eat at quaint lil restaurants along the rhine river.

in other words... i want ZERO responsibility right now.