Cody, thank you so very much for calling me this morning. do you even realize how much better you did make me feel? even when i don't want that pep talk and you know i'm the most pessimistic person in the world. you never give up on me. you never have. i know i resist you so much on some things but you know me better than anyone and you know what i need to hear. i want you to know that you are my best friend in all the world and i love you with all of my heart. thank you for everything. and thank you for understanding.