i have absolutely ZERO concentration i swear. i know i'm smart enough to learn stuff. i know i have it in me to learn it and learn it well, yet i have NO drive to do so. it's so dang frustrating to me! it's like i put up this block. i have no ambition and it distresses me. i don't stick to anything i start either usually. :-( i really don't know why i am this way but it drives me nuts. *sigh* i was just looking at what is a relatively easy tutorial to learn cascading stylesheets. i want to learn that stuff and it was simple enough but noooooo i have to go and get bored. i hate reading to learn stuff. i like to be shown hands on i guess. i really need to buckle down and force myself to do things more often. i need a fucking life already and i'm quite sick of this one i have!!!!! aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! ok i'm done throwing a temper tantrum now *sigh*.