today... today went ok i guess with the therapist. i like her. she's really nice. maybe she can help. i came home completely emotionally drained. cause i think i talked that whole hour almost non-stop. i touched on 95% of the things i had even ever wanted to say i guess. i think i overwhelmed her. i'm so very sleepy and tired. this computer makes me that way. i'm allergic to it i swear.

fred called this evening and put a smile on my face. he always can. :) thank you! *kisssss*

i feel better today though for some reason. i hope things are getting better. i go back to see Janice on the 29th. i don't know what's left to tell her really. (well i know but i'm still holding out)

hi rachael! sorry i haven't emailed... i'm so lame. :(