heyyyyyyy my eyes aren't swelled shut *lol* guess the ice pack helped afterall.

i think today will end up being a grumpy day. i got up at noon. i actually did go to bed at around 4:30-5 this morning but i kept waking up anyway. i have that millions of things to do today and i feel like i of course in no way can get it all done. and i'm sure brian is gonna be mighty pissy with me too. he has to work tonight, last night before he's off on vacation (thus driving me further insane) so i'm trying to let him sleep at least til 2pm and leave this house by 3pm. i have no idea when i will get back home this evening and i keep thinking of more damn things i need on my list! grrrrrr

i only talked to fred for less than hour last night. damn near killed me! i think i'm getting too spoiled or something. *lol* i was happy when i got off the phone but not as happy as i usually am. i felt 'lost'. not good. not good at all. *lol* :)

goin' to take a shower and actually wear my contacts again. it's been about 4 months (for the contacts not the shower, people!) and 4 months since i had my hair cut too. i need a definite CHANGE. ciao lovelies! (or however you spell that word... lovelies? lovlies? LOVERLIES :)