:( i just called my freddie. he sounds so awful! it was making me cry. but he said not to cry so i just did more after i hung up. he can't even breathe right and he's so sick from his painkillers. he sounded so bad. so pained. :( even tho he kept saying he was ok and was trying to make me laugh. (i'm not the loopy princess... YOU are a loopy invalid!) please get better soon fred. i can't take hearing you sound like that. i miss the way you were. get better soon angel. sometimes i really hate being so far away. 1,118 miles is just too damn far when you really wish you could be there for someone. :(