wow i didn't even write all day... i didn't go to bed til after 9:30 this morning. was yakking on the phone last night with aundrea for 3 hours then a quite loverly 166:36 with freddie.

i know i said i was going to be purging myself of demons in my blog here but well... i did that on the phone last night instead with fred. i know i have said this before but no one could ever understand how much this man means to me. everyone deserves to have someone in their life that understands them like he understands me. that loves them like he loves me. i truly am blessed to have him in my life and well that doesn't come easy to me to say. the 'blessed' part. *lol* for i am not religious by any means. but i am still so very thankful to have him. he never gives up on me. and he counteracts my stubborness every chance he gets. he fights me on it and as much as i hate to admit it... he's winning. :) i love you fred. thank you for loving and thank you for caring.

and the rest of you... go to hell. (just kidding!)