i don't know what's wrong with me but something is. for days i have just felt unwell. nauseated and just so tired. i want to sleep and sleep but yet i can't sleep solidly. i wake up and want to nap again. (i took a pregnancy test and that was negative of course). i feel like i have sleeping sickness. guess my anthrax is getting the better of me. or maybe it's the smallpox. i know! mono! i have mono! that explains it!

i need to get it together. my house is a wreck. i'm neglecting everything. my tummy hurts and i'm tired of having migraines. i feel blah. and it's depressing me and i don't want to be depressed. i had been doing pretty good. i'm just tired and worn out feeling. :(