been kind of a bummer of a night. but it's ok. they can't all be absolutely perfect. :) i was being creative and working on some valentine gifts and stuff. :) now i'm watching Cops. ooooo weeee. some people are such degenerates!

anyway... still no sign of my cycle. and i'm baffled by that and a bit upset. usually it shows up before i get all the pills done... and i took the last of the pills on Friday morning. so i don't know what's going on. i don't know how long to wait before i call the dr's office. i don't want more provera. i don't even know if that is what they would do. i guess it would be tho. as of today i'm on cycle day 52! i have some mild burning cramps but no other signs. i just wanted to get my injections started and out of the way. i psyched myself up for that and now i'm having to wait and it's a bit upsetting to me. maybe later on today i will start. somehow i doubt it. *sigh*