up super early today in order to get the sperm to the lab for washing. so left the house at 6:25 this morning.

i just got home a few ago. i got the IUI (intrauterine insemination) done by 8:03 this morning. and right now it's nearly nine.

i need to go lie down. didn't sleep all that well as usual. need to let the swimmers swim better. brian's count today was 48 million with 97% motility which by the dr's standards is great. i was a lil disappointed cause i'm used to it being 90 some million on average with 90% some motility on average as well. but i will get more tomorrow. and yep it only takes ONE i know. it's just hard knowing i have these 5 good eggs. i hope at least one will fertilize. please please please.

i just feel sad today. lil tired and stressed out about it. it's hitting me that i'm in a 2 week wait again to see if this works and i'm scared of alot of things. i probably just need rest.

got to go out today later for a bit. so i'm gonna nap or something.