rocking back and forth.
back and forth.
back and forth.
smash my head against the wall.
smash smash SMASH...
like the rhythmic beating of your heart.
th-thump th-thump th-thump...
stupid stupid stupid.
ugly ugly ugly.
stupid stupid stupid.
worthless worthless worthless.
don't question me.
please don't question me.
don't ask me why.
i don't know why.
i never know why.
who knows why?
cause i'll never know why...
it's not you.
it's me.
and it's just there.
there to be had.
there to be witnessed.
there to be SAD.
go away now.

my head hurts. :(