i was pretty happy this morning. then i developed a tummy ache that led to a headache. *sigh* but i went outside and took some pictures. still have to figure out why they won't upload onto my computer correctly but whatever. i'll get it someday.

i feel a lil anxious. in one week i was due to have a baby. my very first and likely my only child. i have been saying how i want to plant a special rosebush and babies breath on that day. they came in the mail today. earlier than i had hoped. i didn't want them to arrive until next monday at least. :( now i have to try to keep them healthy for a week before i plant them on the 8th. it says to open them immediately and immerse them in water for 12-24 hours but if you can't plant them right away, you can keep them in a cool, dark place and sprinkle water on the roots every few days. so i will try that. just makes me sad. i hope they will make it ok. i can't even express just how important this is to me to plant them on that very day. it just is. so i'm getting stressed that they will die. and i can't handle that. maybe i'm just being silly. i don't know really...