today should prove to be a MUCH better day!!! my surprise (or non surprise yes.... cause i know i know what it is but that's besides the point!) should be here in approximately 3 hours! and some time after that i will blog about it and perhaps show a picture? :) this isn't so much a surprise i guess as the most special gift someone could ever give to me. so i'm pretty excited and happy about it! byeeee for now!