don't you hate when you count on something. or just really hope and wish for it and time and time again you just get disappointed? story of my life. sucks when you want something so bad and you know you can't have that so you have to settle for somewhere in between that and then suddenly you realize even that's not working and probably won't. do i sound bitter? you betcha. bleh. lack of communication is the suckiest thing ever. and inconsideration just makes it worse. fuck it anyway (one of my favorite things i seem to say when this subject comes up which lately seems to be alot).