oh ugh ya'll... i still feel like dog shit. last night i was throwing up. i don't know what's wrong with me. i kept falling asleep too. i was up tho at 3am and feeling ok... and now i feel like throwing up again. just got home from the grocery store and brian wants to make fajita's and i'm not ready for that even tho i love fajita's. :( once again i just want to be left alone. i hate feeling like this.

while at the grocery store, i picked up a cd they had on display for $4.99. it was kelly (the winner of american idol) clarkson's cd with the two singles that were written for the winner.... "before your love" and "a moment like this"... i really love that second song alot. not a very flattering picture of her on the front. i was surprised about that. she's cute and everything... just thought she would be more made up or dressed up. going for that all-american thing i guess. which she seems to be anyway. says on the back of the cd that the American Idol greatest hits cd will be out October 1st and Kelly's debut cd will be out November 26th. i really do love her voice so will either have to get that or d/l it or something.