it's freakin' 4:30am and i can't sleep. even masturbation didn't help. i'm kidding! i'm kidding! am i? heh heh

last night i took a whole ambien pill. i always would take half any other time and that was enough. but i was too lazy to cut it in half. and good god... i was out within 10 minutes i swear. i sat down to play pogo and felt really weird. so i got up and stumbled and nearly fell over. i had to let my dogs out. barely got that done. then i went and fell right into bed and i was instantly asleep. i hate that feeling. it's bizarre but then again... i need to get some sleep and i'm considering doing it again. i laid down for a lil bit here and it just didn't work. i can't sleep. blahhhhhhhhh. insomnia sucks ass. maybe i will make something artsy. maybe i need to get my ass in gear and work on the new domain. yep. mmm hmmm. ok. yes. that's what i NEED to do. want is a whole other thing.

rabbit rabbit. happy november 1st. weeee.