i'm so tired but i can't sleep. i was dumb and took a lil nap way earlier and now it's going on 8am and of course i'm yawning and all that but obsessed with playing at pogo. *sigh* i did lie down for all of 20 minutes but i just couldn't sleep. my eye is still hurting some but it's not swelled up anymore. just burns. and for some reason i feel like crying my eyes out. i am feeling all sad and depressed and i'm not sure why. it just hit me. i think it's exhaustion and the fact that i think too much about things. my mind races. in any case... i want to cry and cry. so maybe i will go do that. only my eye will be burning even more so maybe i won't. fuck. shit. piss. i have no idea what i'm talking about. :(