today was boring. most all of my days are. just jumped out of the shower. i feel soooo much better now. all clean and smelling yummy. weeeeee... *lol* just killing a lil time before i see what's good on tv (oh what a life i lead, eh?). i believe the michael jackson interview is on ABC tonight. i would like to catch that. and simon cowell on The Pulse on FOX. so might end up having to tape one or the other. i have to see that jacko freak. and i secretly lurve simon! shrink appt tomorrow. wonder if he will up my meds. i'm already handling things ALOT better than i would if i wasn't on them. it's quite tolerable in fact. which i'm very thankful for.

p.s. - just in case any of all the people who love me should win the lottery or something... i still want that amazing whirlpool tub below... pretty please!