kelly and i need to get a life. we were all nervous and upset when Ruben was in the bottom two tonight on American Idol. i mean WTF??? people! he's the best singer on that show. idiots. personally when he got sent to the bottom two rather than Josh, i had a few thoughts... 1. was that it was rigged by the shows producers and 2. teeny bopper girls will vote more for the cutie josh rather than the overweight ruben. and 3. it was probably like some anti-fat and pro-patriotism thing amongst voters being that josh is a marine. but all ended well when they sent trenyce home. i never liked her anyway for some reason. this show should boil down to clay and ruben in the end.

uhh... that's all for tonight folks. gonna go play some pogo. brian's dr. appt is tomorrow. please please please let everything be ok (he's actually doing great) cause i can't take it anymore! he's driving me nuts people. he never leaves me alone. always wanting me to do this and that. i don't bug him when he's playing his online game or watching a movie but if i sit down to watch a talk show it's, "come outside and watch me play with the dog" or "come outside and help me clean the garage" blah. vacation time is over mister!!! go back to work! gah!