there is really something wrong with me lately. all i want to do is sleep and sleep and sleep. i'm lucky if i can stay up a few hours at a time. i just want to keep going back to bed. brian keeps commenting on it even. yeah i stopped taking my dexamethesone or however the heck you spell that... not sure if that's doing it or what.

maddie is sick. brenda was released from the hospital today but maddie wasn't. she has some virus. it showed up in her bloodwork that came back today. the dr. said brenda has it too... and brenda was running a fever of a 100 degrees. he said she passed it to maddie in utero. altho maddie has no fever, seems to be comfortable and is taking milk just fine. the pediatrician says she will be in the hospital around 10 more days. :( brenda is VERY upset about it. not sure how jasmine is taking that. i just hope the baby will be ok. i haven't heard anything details really about what the virus is and if she's quarantined from the other babies. maybe i can find out some more tomorrow.

this has been a suck-ass day.