what goes up (however briefly)... must come down (evidently). meaning my mood. and i'm so sick of that feeling. all day today again i slept and woke up aching so badly. tomorrow i'm gonna make some calls i guess if i have enough freakin' energy.

i spent time on the phone today during the few times i was awake. had to call my mom and stuff. my sister chris, sent me some pics of madelyn and jasmine. i will post one in a day or so.

i'm just not in a mood to talk. i just want to cry and sleep, sleep and cry.

oh and aundrea isn't coming this week. she bought her tickets for the 12th. oh well that gives me another 9 days here to like clean if i can force myself. blah.