:( i'm still sick. only now i'm worse. i'm losing my voice. my body aches and i have a heavy cough to go with everything and a nice lil fever too. and we had to cancel our trip back to PA tomorrow because of it. i wanted to meet maddie! and james and grayson too. and i miss jasmine something terrible and i want to see trey. but i can't go back like this, feeling like this and make the kids sick too. brian said we could go back the weekend of the 15th, 16th, and 17th. and i know that's only 12 days away but i'm really disappointed.

excuse me while i go to my death bed.