brian went back to work today after having 4 days off. he only has to work today, tomorrow and friday and then he's off for 9 days for vacation. doesn't look like we will be going home for the holiday tho. gonna just spend it here. i want to wait til my sister has her baby. he's due on january 4th.

i think i'm gonna vomit. you pop online and suddenly i am un-nerved for some reason... you don't even know i was crying in the shower tonight. i listen to music really loud when i shower... this song came on and i just lost it. it was the one by kid rock... from the lyrics below... you are my heart you are my soul...

screw it. i don't want to even talk about this right now.