here it is after 1 in the morning and i'm fixin' to go grab a shower. was just on the phone with my lil brother for an hour and a half again. i love talking to him. he has this dry sense of humor that just crack me up. i hadn't heard anything all day from anyone about the status of my step-dad so i called him. he had called in and said that there still wasn't any news back on test results. so i guess they are staying there a few more days at the hospital. my mom hasn't left that place since wed. morning. she did take some clothes with her i guess but she's got to be running out. she keeps telling people to not visit. i don't know what's up. *sigh*

in the morning aundrea will be here to tell me if it's a boy or a girl, the dogs all need a bath cause they got a vet appt. on wednesday and thursday i will be getting my eye exam. thank goodness cause i really want new glasses badly. i never wear my contacts anymore these days. too lazy to put them in.

how depressed am i? well put it this way... i ordered something off of qvc last night and something else off the net tonight. i always want to buy stuff when i am feeling stressed. cause shopping makes me happy. and it makes brian broke. so i'm sure he hates my depression just as much as i do. hope everyone elses week is going better than mine!