ok well the snow is falling. go the hell away already snow. no wonder i'm always depressed. the colder it is, the more my joints ache.

i didn't do anything today. a very blah day for me actually. and of course i spent it mostly wanting to sleep. i wish i had a bulldozer cause that seems to be the only way i will get the house clean again in this lifetime. by starting over. then i will just bulldoze my life into a new one. and i will be prettier and healthier and happier and more motivated and i will be somebody. right now i feel cursed.

i know i know... poor poor poorrrrrrrrr kim.

just hearing your voice today made a world of difference to me with what's been going on in my life recently. thank you for listening like you always had before. i needed that so very much. i do miss having you in my daily life. god if only things were different...