though i still feel this way for the most part, i guess i could change my byline from "the sad, pathetic, stupid, fallen princess" to something less negative? but then that wouldn't be me right? miss negativity at her finest. hmmm *thinking* i know! how about the happy, joyous, positive, bright-smiling princess? ack! no way. *gagging*...

i think i know... (in my quest to make you smile again like i was always able to...)