how can i handle anymore?

i am pregnant. definitely pregnant. but only a little bit pregnant.

i went for my tests today. the urine came up positive right away. the nurses hugged me and congratulated me saying 'you're pregnant!'

i nearly fainted. i put my hand over my mouth and i started to cry saying oh my god and over and over how i couldn't believe it. when i left i was running thru the hospital showing people my positive test they let me keep.

i came home and 7 hours later i got my beta(blood) results back. they wanted to see a number of 50 at least or higher. i had a 22. ... that's it... a 22. :*(
the nurse said it didn't look good. she talked to my dr. and he said there's not alot i can do but wait. i go back on friday and if my number doesn't at least double, i will likely miscarry.

i need to go now. :(