i'm ok now. i should edit what i wrote below or take it out i guess but it's how i was feeling at the moment so it stays. ha ha. anyway... freddie called me and i was weepy and well he called me back again cause he was worried about me. least someone does. i guess i should be happy for that. even tho i don't want him to worry about me. i was just sad. i'm fine now. thank you freddie *kiss kiss* for always knowing what to say. :) it's after 6am. i guess i should go to bed. for some reason i feel really exhausted. just mentally and physically. *sigh* talk to ya'll later.