i think i'm pregnant. someone please stop me from having such hope like that. but i just feel different. much like i did the time i was pregnant last august/sept. i have a cold tho now. i can't stop sneezing and the runny nose stuff. :(

but i'm tired all the time. i have to pee ALOT. i feel nauseated and today i have heartburn. my ovaries still hurt off and on too. i heard that was also a good sign... if they continue to hurt. but today i'm only 4 & 5 days past IUI... it's still early. i still have to wait another 9 days to test at least. i keep looking for spotting. if i see that i will freak. cause it could be implantation spotting. :)

i want this. i want it. maybe too much. and then i have moments where i'm so scared to have it come true. *sigh* this is all so complicated...