wow... i was quiet yesterday. didn't have anything to say. was a boring day. i tried to sleep as much as i could and talk on the phone as much as i could too. i found out my sister Susan is having a boy. i'm happy about that! i didn't want her to have a girl. i'm selfish. i want a girl! my mom has one granddaughter and brian's mom has one. i want to break that streak. i've always wanted a lil girl but right now i just want a baby. i don't care if it's a boy really. anyway Susan is naming him Ryan Anthony i guess and she's due on June 10th. nothing like being the oldest daughter and having all your younger sisters having babies. :( i'm feeling kinda icky altho my ovaries don't hurt nearly as bad as they were on saturday. i started the progesterone suppositories yesterday. god how i hate those things. once they melt they are all messy and leaking out of me. i know i have to do that tho if i want my lining to stay healthy to support a pregnancy. even tho it didn't work out too well for me last september. :( don't know if i have any real plans for my monday. i do need to go get laundry stuff like snuggle and dryer sheets and blah blah. i hate doing laundry anyway. so i put off getting the stuff! boy my life is boring as HELL.