well i was intending to blog and say that i'm in a much better mood in spite of how hot and muggy it is and my refusal to turn on the air conditiong... BUT... i just went looking for maggie and for the 4th time this evening she deliberately splashed the water bowl all over the kitchen. so now i'm pissed again. she did soooooo good today. i was really proud of her but now she just got punished big time. :( she got a swat on the butt and lots of BAD BAD GIRL BAD MAGGIE!!!! and put in her pen. :( i hate punishing her but i hate cleaning up this water all the damn time worse.

the car cost us $165 this time. nothing like dropping a grand into your car in two days. this week has sucked so badly. i hope the next one will be better. i'm just tired and worn out and need an ativan or something. if i don't talk to cody tonight i will go ballistic!!! and well i see he's supposed to get storms of fucking course!!! so looks like i will be going ballistic as i said. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! oh well so much for being in a lil better mood.