well i've spent my morning cryin' my eyes out. :*( tryin' to come to terms with things is never easy. tryin' to understand it all is the hardest thing in life to do. why can't things just go smoothly? when something is meant to be... why can't it just work out? does there always have to be one obstacle after another. i'm tired of speed bumps and road cones dammit. just like you see the construction workers standin' around when you drive by... seemingly doing nothing, that's the way it is to live life too. standin' around waiting... doing nothing. wishing, hoping and dreaming. we'll be ok. we will. i'm just tired of waitin' is all. i need you. i need you now. let's work that out. i miss you.