had to get my weekly dose of American Idol. i sure hope that Kelly Clarkson wins. her voice is amazing. tonight both her songs gave me chills. she's really great. i vote every week. i need to be voting now but i hate busy signals so i will just wait til right before the lines close. that's when i can usually get thru.

didn't do too much today. played some frisbee with maggie. i am super tired. i am hooked on my sleeping pills and trying to stop them so last night i didn't take it. so what happened? i slept two hours and then was wide awake. i'm tempted to take it tonight but hopefully since i'm tired maybe i can STAY asleep this time. at least a lil longer than 2 damn hours!