god i'm a mess. it's 4am and i'm still awake. i'm worried about maggie cause she's starting to be mopey and listless. and she was just asleep in our room on the bed and i went to get her to let her out, when i came back i noticed she had wet the bed in two places. so it's just leaking out of her. and it's starting to really upset me. she might just be going to vet in the morning. so here i am having to wash bed clothes in the middle of the night and she peed thru my featherbed mattress which i CAN'T wash so i had to just freshen that up. anywayyy brian took both our big comforters and all the sheets and stuff and thru them on the laundry room floor (small ass room). i'm washing stuff up and i can't wash the comforters just yet so i folded the towels in the dryer, tried to step over the huge comforters with a load of towels in my arms, and i tripped and twisted my left ankle and fell into the kitchen onto the floor. now my shoulder muscle is pulled, my knee has a bruise and my ankle is twisted and i feel like crying from worry for my dog.

i just want a day of happiness. that's all i ask for. :(