i'm watching the MTV Video Music Awards and i think they suck. just want to see the presenters but some of these categories are queer and basically this show is boring as hell. whoever wrote the lines for these people needs to be fired.

kelly just called me. she's very very upset. she's in ALOT of pain and her dilaudid is even topped off and still she is hurting badly. i feel so awful for her. :( i hope the pain stops soon.

didn't go anywhere today. since i only got about an hour maybe 2 of sleep. brian didn't sleep all day long which is good... means he will go to bed early too hopefully so we will go shopping tomorrow.

maggie's driving me nuts. i can't believe how out of control wild this dog is. ahhhhhhhhhhhh! help!