oh piss. it's just me again. i'm sick of this blog design. been trying to make a new one but i can't do ittttttt. i'm trying i swear. but everything looks ugly to me and i have no design ideas and i suck at that stuff really anyway. oh my phone works. kelly called me and it was clear as a bell. hmmmmm. wonder if they came and fixed it when i was gone or something. doubt it. i have no idea. but i know it works and that's what is important. i'm so bored! why can't i just open adobe and play with some brushes and make something cool for this thing? and enetation, as much as i like having comments, makes my page load too slow and i have a cable modem so it must really suck for anyone on dial-up. :( oh yeah... i still need to be saved. from my damn boredom if nothing else. heh. i wish cody would pop online or call me or something.