ugh. i just sneezed one of those sneezes where you try to stop yourself and you end up feeling like you ripped your throat out! owwwwwww so now i am sucking on a halls throat drop. :(

i went to bed late and got up too early. i think i shall go back to bed for a few hours. i'm trying to crawl out of some depression i'm falling into. i hate that feeling. that sick, anxious thisclose to tears feeling.

maggie is still peeing in the house randomly. i feel bad for her. i also found out last night that when her bladder fills, it's pressing on where she has surgery and hurts her likely, so she is relieving it quickly to get rid of the pain. i feel bad for her. she's sleeping on my foot right now. she's so soft. she will come in handy at winter time when my feet are freezing! *lol* i can't believe how much i love this dog. even if she is a monster and bites me all the time and scratches me. i know she loves me. sometimes she will just jump up and hug me and she says 'i love you' now all the time without my prompting. :) she's the best gift anyone has ever given to me.