GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY!!! thank goddess!!! i was worried that that sick fuck was gonna get off, since the jury was out so long. now i hope they give him the death penalty.

i called to see how maggie is doing. they checked on her and said she was wagging her tail when they called her name and came to the cage and put her paw thru. my sweet angel. i'm so glad she's alright because i was having an anxiety attack from worrying so much. i felt so sick. i'm getting past it now that i know she's ok. but i haven't heard from someone in a few days and that always gives me anxiety and worry too. i always get this feeling of dread. i wish it would go away cause i get physically ill from it. still not sure if we will pick maggie up tonight. brian works tonight so i will be alone with her and having to lift her up onto the bed and stuff and take her out to go to the bathroom. she weighs 25 1/2 pounds now. chubby thing. i'm used to my 5 and 9 pound chihuahua-terriers.