i truly need to seriously get motivated here. i'm still not feeling good. i just want to sleep. i still have stuff to do. not alot but it is alot of lil things that will just end up pissing me off. i just took a bit of a nap. couple hours. so hopefully i can stay up and make the fudge and finish packing. maggie needs a bath so i will wake brian soon to do that. someone (me) has to feed her treats while she gets her bath just so she won't jump out of the tub. she's pretty good about it tho. she's had enough baths in the last 6 and a half months that we have had her. guess we will leave tomorrow around 8am. and be back sometime late late late saturday night or sunday afternoon. i don't know if we will stay the extra night. brian has to work sunday night. i might even blog from home since my goal is to put my mom on the internet. i'm setting up her computer right now with programs.

today is a sort of special day but not sure i really want to mention or acknowledge rather... like i have in the past months. oh wait. guess i just did. feels weird now for some reason. oh wait... again... i know the reason. :(

bah flippin' humbug.