i guess i feel like i need to write in here. i don't know why tho. was a boring ass day. nothing happened. i feel a bit lonely. i did spend a good deal of time on the phone with aundrea. and i played ALOT with miss maggie. and that's about it. still have the tummy aches and headaches and i thought my period was over (for the millionth time) but i just discovered it's not. and i'm fixin' to scream and never stop.

56 months and i don't even know where you are or why you didn't call last night or today. you are sick right now and so maybe you don't know what day it is. i guess you forgot perhaps.

and maurice gibb died today (bee gees). he was only 53 years old. when i was a young teen i had a mad, passionate crush on andy gibb. had his records and posters on my wall that i would kiss. i was so queer. anyway as whiney as the bee gees are, i still always liked them. "tragedy" was my favorite song. come to think of it... what a tragedy for andy to drug himself into a bad heart and die at age 30 and it's sad that maurice is gone too at a relatively young age.