been sick today. ugh. just wanted to sleep and sleep and sleep. i would wake up for a bit and then go lay right back down. finally woke up for good when my friend Shelli called from germany. i miss that girl so damn much. :( i need to see her again. it's been over 6 years now. her parents just moved to California this month. her dad is american and her mom is german. but shell has a life there in germany. two little boys and a job and all that. so i guess i understand. maybe someday she can come here. (not to live with us... brian would KILL me! hahaha)

now i'm debating on what to do here. i still feel like crap. i could probably go right back to sleep but i might just read up on some blogs and play some pogo and THEN go to sleep. i just feel really weak kinda right now. so goodnight everyone. hope you are having a great weekend.