well let's see. i'm blogging since i clearly have no time to do anything else today online. i'm house cleaning. i'm in the foulest of moods. my joints hurt to type this, i got a headache and i think that only 2 provera pills in me and already i feel bitchy one second and totally like dark? that's hard to explain. like i'm not myself and then find myself next to crying. fuck.

bethany is coming tomorrow around noon to spend the weekend with us so i need to snap out of this for her sake. all i want to do is scream tho. :(