seriously... when am i going to stop feeling like crap? i know i might be whining here to all of you but i'm not used to getting bad colds or flus and what not. so this really bites butt. today i got to wake up to the lovely back ache and sore ribs from the coughing fits!!! and of course my joint pain went into overtime. my toes and right knee are killing me. my right calf feels almost like a charley horse. i didn't get to go shopping. i just made a list and sent brian to do it. he wasn't thrilled but he did a pretty good job. made a few goofs but that's usual for him.

i need rest i think. all of me hurts. my eyeballs hurt. sore throat. lump filled throat, both ears ache. i can't turn my neck. kill me. fucking kill me already!!!!!! oh yeah and i realized i was doubling my cough meds with codeine dose. it said one to two teaspoons every 6 hours. well i had a lil cup. but it only started with a tablespoon. so i thought 2 tsps was a table spoon. ummm... it's 4. oh well. i'm still alive so i guess it wasn't detrimental to me. wonder what a whole bottle would do. tastes so damn nasty i don't want to try!

bye. it's best the grumpy one signs off now.