sitting here listening to music really loud and playing world class solitaire for hours. i stopped to take a break to play with maggie and chat with a close friend. i'm thinking... ya know... re-evaluating things in my life and the importance i used to put on some stuff that really isn't all that important anymore. it's all irrelevant at this point.

how does a person go from truly caring and showing it with actions and words to just caring and still wanting you in their life but only when they have time for you? that's just messed up. i can do without that really. i mean seriously? what's the point? why go thru the 'motions' and say the 'words' if you only half-heartedly mean them.

things are gonna change right quick. i can feel it.