yeah. i'm still alive. actually feeling much better than i was a couple days ago. but now brian is or was sick. he was throwing up tho. i didn't have that and god i hope i don't get it either! he came home early from work last night but was feeling better today. he started night shift this evening. trying something new... working 4 days and having 3 days off which will be tues, wed and thur. we will see how he manages that. so now he leaves the house at 8pm and will return around 8am in the morning. he likes to get to work a lil early usually.

ran out to wal-mart this evening. i feel like i haven't been out of the house in ages. i haven't been to wal-mart in ages either and i love that place! got me a nice lil electric heater by my feet. i'm sick of it freezing in here. need windows! and doors! and new siding oh my! (and duct cleaning too would be nice!)

i don't know what to do with myself here. i guess pogo. ain't i such a thrilling blog read? keeps my mind off of emotional shit.