(dammit, it's like 2:12 am and i can't post this cause my web page server is down AGAIN like it was earlier today. suck ass.)

i was in such a completely pissy mood today that i didn't feel like bloggin' til now. it's after 2am. i still feel angry beyond belief and sometimes i have no real direction for my anger. it just shows up. *sigh* i'm sick of that. sick of most everything.

anyway kelly called me a few ago to tell me to turn on TLC and watch this loverly graphic show about breast reduction surgery. all i can say is OH MY FRICKIN' GOD!!!! gross! if men knew what a woman's breasts look like inside, they might not adore them so much. i used to think about having this surgery done. in my opinion mine are big enough. but really they aren't all that bad i guess. i think i will keep them. i sure don't want my nipples cut off (practically) and sewn back on. hell NO. it was pretty nasty to watch. i was on the phone with aundrea while watching and enlightening and grossing her out. she's in a different time zone than i am. she should go check this show out. *lol*

anyway, nothing else is going on. my non-existant life continues day by crummy day. guess i will go watch some tv. blah.